is it really asking SO much to find other responsible, mature people with irresponsible and imm
sometimes i hate my damn friends..
man, i've told them about the circadian show all week, and they all bailed on me. it pisses me off to no end. they agree to it all week, i get my hopes up for a good size crowd, and then noone even bothers to call and say they planned otherwise. i call THEM 2 hours before the show, and they say half of them are going to a bonfire way down in south bumfuck, the rest have other plans.
i go to see some of these people's bands pretty regularly though i don't give a shit for their music, just to be a friend and have a good time with them, i buy my share of drinks for ppl, drive ppl when they need it, enjoy their company, do what i can to make sure everyone's included, etcetc but when i try to get people to try something i'm interested in (or even just here in milwaukee instead of south bumfuck) i don't even get the dignity of a 'no', i get yanked the fuck around. hell, i don't even get told about the bonfire, i guess becuase they're all so goddamn nonconfrontational and wuss out on telling me they'd rather not. i'm just about ready to become spiteful and ditch them entirely, because this is a regular pattern with them and i'm wondering if their company is worth the frustration.
they're good company in the vicarious sense, that's why i hang out with them.. (aka, they make me laugh) but none have jobs better than a smart higschooler could get, and that's about where their maturity/responsability levels are: teenager. this whole nonconfrontational passive/aggressive thing midwesterners have where it's ok to make plans, then change your mind and make no effort to notify the person you initially had plans with.. i loathe it so. it was infinitely worse in minnesota, but milwaukee does it too.
is it really asking SO much to find other responsible, mature people with irresponsible and immature senses of humor?? maybe that answers itself..
still, i beleive that should be almost common for ppl my age. reality isn't supporting that beleif.
so here i am again, with something i really want to do, and no people to enjoy it with.
i liked it better when i had a ton of cool people to do things with and nothing to do.
myspace, ya gotta help me with this! ;_;
(he said, pretty much beleiving this won't really be read, sigh)
well, i'm going to forget about those assholes and go have a good
time at the concert. at least my dog appreciated being let out for a
while longer while i stopped in to write this rant~
-g
man, i've told them about the circadian show all week, and they all bailed on me. it pisses me off to no end. they agree to it all week, i get my hopes up for a good size crowd, and then noone even bothers to call and say they planned otherwise. i call THEM 2 hours before the show, and they say half of them are going to a bonfire way down in south bumfuck, the rest have other plans.
i go to see some of these people's bands pretty regularly though i don't give a shit for their music, just to be a friend and have a good time with them, i buy my share of drinks for ppl, drive ppl when they need it, enjoy their company, do what i can to make sure everyone's included, etcetc but when i try to get people to try something i'm interested in (or even just here in milwaukee instead of south bumfuck) i don't even get the dignity of a 'no', i get yanked the fuck around. hell, i don't even get told about the bonfire, i guess becuase they're all so goddamn nonconfrontational and wuss out on telling me they'd rather not. i'm just about ready to become spiteful and ditch them entirely, because this is a regular pattern with them and i'm wondering if their company is worth the frustration.
they're good company in the vicarious sense, that's why i hang out with them.. (aka, they make me laugh) but none have jobs better than a smart higschooler could get, and that's about where their maturity/responsability levels are: teenager. this whole nonconfrontational passive/aggressive thing midwesterners have where it's ok to make plans, then change your mind and make no effort to notify the person you initially had plans with.. i loathe it so. it was infinitely worse in minnesota, but milwaukee does it too.
is it really asking SO much to find other responsible, mature people with irresponsible and immature senses of humor?? maybe that answers itself..
still, i beleive that should be almost common for ppl my age. reality isn't supporting that beleif.
so here i am again, with something i really want to do, and no people to enjoy it with.
i liked it better when i had a ton of cool people to do things with and nothing to do.
myspace, ya gotta help me with this! ;_;
(he said, pretty much beleiving this won't really be read, sigh)
well, i'm going to forget about those assholes and go have a good
time at the concert. at least my dog appreciated being let out for a
while longer while i stopped in to write this rant~
-g
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